Feeling blah

I've been going through a rough patch. I feel blah, I hate my job (but love my girlfriends at work) and just in a rut with being pregnant with # 2.

We still have not picked a name out. I feel horrible. I don't feel as if I've bonded with this baby so far. I'm also worried how B will react or act up with the new baby around.

I'm going back home to visit my family this weekend and my sister-in-law is throwing me a baby shower. I'm hoping that being around my Grandma, sister-in-law, brother, niece and nephew will cheer me up. My nephew is turning 7 this Sunday. My mom's birthday would have been Monday - May 30th. I am going to be still in town visiting so I'll likely go to take some flowers to her grave.

I'll post some pictures (hopefully) of the trip, B is really looking forward to playing with his cousin, they love talking on the phone to each other.